I obviously adore New Zealand in many ways, and that is because the hood isn’t as racist here like other places.
And we got along great. Some of them told me. They often had fires at the beach… and occasionally said things like…
And I didn’t understand, Why all the middle class kids hated me. I don’t really understand. The girls were mean, the boys were mean… and the teachers were mean.
Am I the unique Gen Z if I dislike TikTok and prefer the 2000s technology trends like retro consoles, CRTs, and CD/DVDs?
Is fucking disgusting. Tribal,
By the time I made it to intermediate I would have literally 17–18 kids during recess following me around abusing me. By form 2. I started getting a bit violent. In third form I was put in A band, by that time I was spiritually fucked. Going from a perfect world… to something that was just so selfish and narcissistic and I fucking didn’t understand what I was doing wrong.
I was getting kicked out of classes, for things other kids were doing, because for example the science teacher, thought it was socially funny to only get the class clown in trouble. Because obviously I was a smart ass.
Hi everybody! I have been looking at posts on narcs and narc abuse on here and if has really helped me out a lot. I am currently struggling with my situation and need some advice/support.
I met a narc last year, everything seemed to good to be true. Love bombing, always texting calling and taking me on dates. Everything changed when someone warned me about him out in public in front of him and who he is. This caused a conflict with us and the love bombing seized.
he would tell me that everything is okay and i can come and talk. He would set a time limit on me and kick me out after that.
he would then text me like everything was fine and we hung out again and after that he completely ghosted me for one week. He came back and texted me a week later laughing about the ghosting and acting like nothing had happened.
he continued to text me ( not like in the beginning) make plans with me, then on the day of the plans he would just ghost me. One day he would act interested the next silence.
i contacted him a month later and he acted like nothing happened. He was on a vacation and sent me a picture of another woman ( someone he allegedly met on the trip) to strike a reaction but i never gave him one. After the trip he came to my place and was extremely rude, accusing me of going on dates with a bunch of men. The next day he accused me of being an alcoholic and that he wanted nothing to do with me but said well maybe we can be "friends" then ghosted me
i assumed at this point it was over and i would never hear from him again. He contacted me on the holiday a month later acting like everything was great. We ended up hanging out a month or so later and when we hung out it went well, i thought things were going in the right direction.
after we hung out.. silence. I would try to text him and if he replied it would be very short then he just stopped replying. He ghosted me for almost three months. I thought he was done this time and of course he popped up again like nothing happened. At this point i was getting sick of if so i questioned him as to why he dissapeared and always does this. Of course he had some sob story about a injury and family member dying of cancer. I felt pity for him and he gave me an apology.. so i took him back stupidly.
things seemed to be going smooth for a couple months, of course until his family member died and his injury got better he never contacted me and was distant. Menawhile, i was there for him during the difficult time for him. He lied to me about the funeral and never wanted to chat. I was chasing him and he would always claim nothing was wrong but when i said i thought he used me when he was down he could not handle it and would always tell me he didnt care and to go away. I would get so upset i would try texting him to work it out he would barelt respond and if he did he would not be nice about it.
we did hang out a couple times after that, he would ignore me after. One day i was like hey i think you are seeing someone else, and i was like well ixam seeing someone so no problem if you are he said " buy bye good luck with your new guy stop contacting me" i was devastated and tried to get into contact with him for weeks then i just gave up and accepted it was over. He ended up contacting me a month later acting like everything was fine. He wanted to go out and have drinks i told him i would. He and i both seemed to have a great time. He ends up ignoring me again. I kept texting him trying to figure out what was wrong. He kept saying everything was fine and i said ok can we hang out again? He said maybe i was like why? He just kept saying maybe …
our last conversation we had… i said what is wrong ? He said nothing is wrong everything is fine. I asked him why he keeps saying maybe. He said " maybe but i dont want to see you right now" i said why? He saix " im just not feeling it, if i wanted to date i would" i said why did you contact me less then a week ago wanting to go out? He said i didnt.. even though he did. So i said should i just move on or what? He said whatever you want to do. So i said that he was really confusing me and asked him if he had anything more to say before i move on? My messages were turning green so i panicked he blocked me and reacted irrationally. I said " omg did you block me? My messages are not going through. Even texted him on my work phone asking what was up. And called him twice ( please dont judge me i know it is pathetic i never was this type of girl before him) so he replied and said " Ok I'll block you now" then immedietly blocked me. He has never blocked me before since I have met him he will just ghost. Is this ths final discard aka " grand finale? Did i just push him too far?
this has upset me so much its hard to even function.
They had this old farm area called O’neils farm. Where we would walk dogs etc…
I eventually… hung out with people way older than me. When I was 15 I was hanging out with 25 year olds etc.
A few months later, a kid farted in my face in front of the English teacher… and I said… poo you stink cunt, or something like that.
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What happened to Nigel?
And he went into the kitchen I listened to what he said…
Kek.
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So anyway, this big ugly brute, I lost my temper with..
And need to ask for back up.
Darwinistic pride,
I want to touch my sister’s boobs. What do I say?
Randomly… one of them says…
When the adults were a bit drunk, and it was getting late… i basically announced publicly that my mother is single and she got extremely embarrassed.
When we arrived in buttfuckingly demonic degenerate fucking Blenheim. I got bullied pretty heavily for being a know it all smart ass, because the education system in Canada felt like it was a couple years ahead of NZs education system.
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And I sat back down after I had told him don’t be a dumb fucking racist in front of me.
What a fucking retard. Be 30 kg heavier than me…
They had a thing in this small village called TGIF, where a lot of the villages adults would go have a little party and get together. During our neighbours, who were… I dunno Anglican Christian’s, (they were really cool people)
Why did my ex move on so quickly?
We lived for a couple years in a small village called St Andrew’s by the Sea in New Brunswick Canada.
What a pu💲💲y.
And when I went back to St Andrew’s I saw… that multimillionaire Americans had converted O’Neils farm, to be full of modern style houses. While the rest of the village were basically 200+ years old. They fucking, ruined the image of St Andrew’s.💲💲
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I basically had the perfect childhood. I was friends with everyone, I was happy and I was a really good kid.
I ended up being a little bit hood, because… society fucked me so much… and I lost trust in people.
When I was 17, I went back to my home town… and got spiritually fucked. I ran into most of my old friends…
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‘Bro you got my back though aye?’ To a few others at this party.
There was a couple guys there I didn’t recognise… pretty big guys. Heavier than me..
They got married like 6 months later, and we moved on the day after Halloween to New Zealand. I remember going trick or treating as the grim reaper… and really cut up I’m moving from my perfect little world.
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Me and me ma, are sitting there and there is this Scottish guy, that is really funny and hangs out with the kids, making jokes and being a really great guy.
Niggers will always be slaves.
Well, I grew up with a single mother, who was basically working class.
How can someone determine if their partner is in another romantic relationship, particularly if they do not live together?
Darwinistic… divisive bullshit.
I basically had to leave, because I was gonna get expelled…
I went to the… cool kids parties and got a long fine.. but then I went to the ‘greasy’ kids parties for some bongs and beers.
Why do I want to suck cock tonight?
